The Varying Degrees of Honesty

[demon chloe]

The title is pretty self explanatory. Yesterday, I confronted an issue. Have youj ever confronted someone/thing knowing you may not want to hear the real answer? Most of us probably have yet I wouldn't ever presume to know someone well enough to say yes or no for them. Anyway...Yesterday I battled an old demon. Something I keep hidden away in my past, yet it never leaves my mind for too long. Something i've come to terms with and yet rage over internally occasionally. Funny how out of the blue, something or someone can make you see things completely differently by being honest.

I'm still in the sorting things out in my mind stage though, before I can act on anything.....

Socked me in the gut like a 2 ton lead weight. One of those things that starts out with a few alligator tears plopping down, and turns into a small river and by days end, you've got the Mississippi.

Today's a fresh new day. Still alive, still pondering. Life is about making peace with things..... in a sense. Time to make some more peace....

and get to school....

[demon chloe]

Originally posted by Musings of a Rambleologist:

Today's a fresh new day. Still alive, still pondering. Life is about making peace with things..... in a sense. Time to make some more peace....

and get to school....

<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Verdana, Arial">that is all a bunch of bullshit...

time doesn't heal all......

time scars over the gaping wound...so you don't bleed to death from it...

time dulls the ache to something less painful yet...sometimes those dull aches become chronic....


time gives perspective.... but i havent had enough yet.....

i leaped way back in time.... i have to re-baby step..... fact of life...


paranoia.....insecurities..... doubt....


all from one comment... i wonder if people realize the viciousness of the human tongue?


someone told me once to watch my tongue for what slides off of it can never be put back.....


and isn't that profound.....

[*Olivia*]

God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference.

<font size="4" face="Tempus Sans ITC, Verdana, Arial">and therein lies the core to most things...acceptance, courage and wisdom

if there's something you want and you can change things in order to get it...find your courage and do so

but, if something cannot or will not be changed, through no fault of your own, accept it and move on, whether in great running leaps or little dithering baby steps...it's the moving on that's important

lest you become mired in a situation you cannot change and keep hurting yourself because of it

our inner strength comes not from WHAT we have to face in life....but HOW we do it

and at the end of the day no matter the depth of the pain, the betrayal, the loss, we can and do move on.... almost everyone, if not everyone, moves on in some way

just my 2cents on this *S*

<font color="#D7DDC1" size="1">[ August 18, 2004 07:27 PM: Message edited by: Fiona-A ]</font>

[Non Phixion]

just keep on smilin shortie and keep ya head up.... things is gonna get better.... it always does

[heidi!]

"Time heals all wounds".......It simply dont....It gives you a chance to breath easier....Maybe to forget it for an hour ...a day ..sometimes a month.........but then you see that thing that reminds you.....Hear that song that reminds you........and there's that pain again......Time didnt heal it after all.

Pain fades......Hurt seems less and less..Anger is less intense.......thats all time does...it never heals it completely...but then its up to you what lessons you learn from the hurt...Cause there's always one there....

*smooooooooooches the meeeeeeetball....You know how to find me if you need me..

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[EvolutionHasBegun]

all i can say on this issue is someone hurt chloe....thats not nice.... i wanna bash their skull in with a brick.... enough said...